January 2010
FUUUUUUUUUUUU- is when you near the end of your ULTIMATE APUSH key terms list and close the window without saving it. Good-bye list! Good-bye three hours of my life! Good-bye will to study!
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
At least I have experience now?
December 2009
I just want to be proven wrong.
The only reason why I believe in people, lie after lie, is in the hopes that they will prove me wrong. I want them to show me that they really aren’t what I believe them to be.
I suppose it’s better to admit what you are or what you’ve done than to deny it (OH or not even be aware of it). But the point of that confession is to acknowledge the...
Cancer Year 2010 Overview
One thing that all Crabs (astrological Cancers or the seafood type of crab) know deep in their hearts is that someone, somewhere out there knows how great it would be to bust them wide open and eat them with melted butter. The big news for you this year, Cancer, is that Pluto has moved into your Seventh House, which rules marriage, partnerships and close relationships....
Decieved
by my subconscious D:
I just spent three hours drifting in a hazy happiness. I dreamt that he (Horta) and I were dating and all that, then woke up and believed it until I checked facebook 10 minutes ago. Nope, no evidence whatsoever.
It’s easy to believe in what you want to believe in.
-_____- Now that I think about it, there were grombies (lol Gaia allusion) in the dream. wtf gullible
I am happy. No HEARTBEAT (2pm) anymore for MY HEART (2pm).
:D
Proof that any of you can do it.
He had been always enthralled by the methods of science, but the ordinary subject-matter of science had seemed to him trivial and of no import. And so he had begun by vivisecting himself, as he had ended by vivisecting others. Human life,–that appeared to him the one thing worth investigating. There was nothing else of any value, compared to it. It was true that as one watched life in its curious...
Lord Henry smiled. “He gives you good advice, I suppose. People are very fond of giving away what they need most themselves.”
- Picture of Dorian Gray
When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one’s self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls romance.
- Picture of Dorian Gray
(YES, :D I reread it and am now spamming you with quotes from it.)
Yes; there had been things in his boyhood that he had not understood. He understood them now. Life suddenly became fiery-colored to him. It seemed to him that he had been walking in fire. Why had he not known it?
- The Picture of Dorian Gray
Music had stirred him like that. Music had troubled him many times. But music was not articulate. It was not a new world, but rather a new chaos, that it created in us. Words! Mere words! How terrible they were! How clear, and vivid, and cruel! One could not escape from them. And yet what a subtle magic there was in them! They seemed to be able to give a plastic form to formless things, and to...
Christmas
My parents awareness of Christmas each year is directly proportionate to the amount of hand-made holiday decorations my sister brings home from school. This year’s amount: none.
—-
Mom: So when’s Christmas? 8D
Lisa: … I’m too ashamed to answer.
Me: .___. Tomorrow.
Mom: Well, I bought your gifts and placed them under the tree, so don’t peek~!
Lisa:...
"But you're okay now."
With those four words I realized that I had both prevailed and failed.
Brave New World
I applaud it. It was not predictable.
I had to reread the ending to understand because I didn’t see it coming.
Very good.
(Something you’ll rarely hear me say: I also really really really liked the writing style. :D)
1984
I’m swaddled in blankets but my fingers are cold.
1984 was disturbing.
The worst part was when the telescreen spoke from behind the portrait.
What I have learned: To confess is to break.
I am scared out of my wits.
FYESWEBCAM :D
My daddy and I just fixed my webcam!
Er, he fixed it. I pulled up the instructions, dictated what to do, arranged the screws in pretty arrangements, and HOORAH-ed at the end.
:D I’m so darn useful.
So this means I can do my thank you videos now. <3 :)
OOVOO PARTIES!
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People who get videos because they asked for one: Cherry, Regina, Becky, and Andrew. Want one?
Awkward Turtles
were abound today.
Supreme Injustice
heartmarten:
Cool with your parents if your 12-year old brother texts multiple girls, but if you, a junior, so much as talks to a boy, you’re facing suspicion worthy of an accused witch in 17th century Salem.
In other words, TOAST.
Girl: Hey, is it okay if -insert little brother’s name here- texts girls? Dad: That’s my little tiger! Girl: So if I text boys am I like, a little tigress? Dad:...
I'm going to be disowned.
beckface:
Because I am a liberal.
Oh, what a great day it is.
Getting stuck in a car for an hour while my mother and sister talk about babies getting their brains drained out and healthcare and how Obama is “going to be the worst President in history”, oh what a great day today is.
I was standing in line Thursday night with my sister. (Buying cake mix and frosting for my APAH project :D) All...
1 tag
Tall People (like Changmin :D)
Gao ge ren
Men qian zhan
Bu chuan yi fu ye hao kan
- Mom
(Sorry, I can’t be bothered to go write this in Chinese.)
Tall people
Standing in front of a door
Look good even without clothes on
I checked out 1984 and Brave New World to read over the break. (I had been meaning to do so after we did that APEL argument on-demand.)
Paranoia and orgy porgies, here I come! :D
“I liked it, and I will take the advice accordingly lol” - Male APEL modes essay grader on my definition of the perfect boyfriend essay
:D WIN.
This is all I have ever wanted: someone who will LISTEN TO MY ADVICE and will ATTEMPT TO FOLLOW IT and RECOGNIZES THAT MY ADVICE IS DARN GOOD ADVICE. (Are you wondering if I’m hinting at something? You should be.)
13349I think I'm addicted to the internet, and...
(via blogsecret)
I don’t read books much anymore. :C
“If she’s amazing, she won’t be easy . If she’s easy, she won’t be amazing . If...”
– Just sayin’ . (via ayepruhl) (via aiahlove) (via girlesteem)
“Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you.” — Publius Ovidius Naso
This saying has gotten me through everything (so I will share it with all of you). I used to pass through experiences and mistakes without a single glance back.
Now I’m psychic learning.
13180.) I think I am afraid of relationships, or...
heartmarten:
(via blogsecret)
Afraid of relationships… check.
Freak out and avoid them… check.
:) We’re awesome, Vivian.
DONE
DONE
DONE
DONE
I’m not satisfied with the ending, but I don’t care. Not one bit.
This is, technically, a greater feat than staying up to do my sophomore thesis the night before because I really just copy and pasted my CDs and PCMs together. (Ahhh, good times. Has it really been that long?)
This was from scratch. Five essays in 7.5 hours. Yes, I’ll probably read them...
Type B
akumi3:
“People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal...
These APEL essays..
vdork:
Man, 7 of em is a pain in the ASS.
I’ve written 5.75. 1.25 to go.
Two more. Man, I love writing but everything (even writing) should be done in moderation.
Oops, DBSK’s an exception to that rule. ;D
I should have not chosen dating. If I’m not idealizing things, I’m criticizing things. Both are sad. -______-
Lisa: I need to think before I speak. :3 Sometimes my brain can’t keep up with what I’m saying. … or maybe it’s the opposite. ‘w’
Dad: What? You’ll speak too slowly if you do that.
Dad: I speak quickly because my brain’s quick and smart. :)
This explains a lot.
intelligentchaos:
“She was probably thinking ‘It’s so small I can’t even see it.’”
—
Kevin (about the girl that gave Brian a funny look when he shamelessly changed out of his tux in the band room.)
I remember we all just changed in the band room freshman year. xD Shameless~
That was back when we could get away with anything (ahem, stand fights) in the band room. =w=
(xD Ahhaha I love the...
Guess what I just realized? 8D
I speak a lot when I’m around quiet, muttering-type guys. (I also speak more when I’m the older one. I feel really comfortable around younger people, even if it’s by a few months.)
I speak very little when I’m around talkative, outgoing guys. .w.;
Hm, this explains a lot. xD;
“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John) (via kari-shma)
I just joined a group that other people joined.
One of them does not belong.
(Ask and I’ll explain.)
The new episode of Gossip Girl had a car crash and a hospital scene.
FINALLY!
I had a grudging respect for Gossip Girl because of its deception and manipulation. Now that it’s had some violence, I can finally say it’s not as good as it used to be. Now it’s simply another cliched drama (that I’ll continue to watch… >___>;).
FYEAHTVXQ →
8D Regina and I made one! (But you already knew that because we’ve been fangirling over it for a while now. |D)
Surprisingly, the name was not taken. Hooray!
Today at tutoring:
x: Can you feel my heartbeat? Heartbeat… heartbeat…
Me: OMG 2PM HEARTBEAT?? 8DDD
x: Yeah. :D
Me: ARE YOU A FAN?? 8D
x: >___>; No, I just like their music. Are you?
Me: Oh… no, not...
I like my name when you say it like that.
(It’s too pathetic to write here. xD;;)
Guys eat a lot. (I envy their black holes for...
It’s fun hanging out with guy friends. The gossip is at a minimum, the sexual jokes… have no maximum.
xD I guess girls release their pentup emotions talking about others while guys release theirs through… Wait. Never mind.
Anyway, fun. I haven’t hung out with a group of mostly guys since elementary school (we pretended we were pokemon :)).
Hester: Oh yeah, there’ll be band at the Winter Concert.
Me: And orchestra! :D
Hester: Hmm, oh and choir too!
Me: And orchestra! :D
Hester: Yup, band and choir will be performing.
Me: … and orchestra… .____. *ignored*